Fcuk im broke!!
yeapp..not enough money to even pay mom back or just to reload the phone.. i can't just take out from my account.. it's just misuing... the amount in my account are not allocated for these expenses...
sheet fcuk!! i didn even sell anything this month.. not even getting a form signed.. i SUX so bad in selling.. maybe i should've just taken accounting.... im not that strong or persistent or anything in marketing.. i just cant
i really need to pay her back. i cant just walk away like that. i am not going to let myself to be thought of misusing that stupid little card!! idiot.. why did i think they'l pay me back? they will not seriously.. i meant at least not with cash..why was i thingking????? my situation right now does not permit me to be buddies with them.. the one that let themselves to pay 50thou rups just for glasses of lemon tea.. they would laugh at me when i go up to them.. 'hey u haven;t paid ur bill to me'.. which the amount for them would be so tiny... but it meant a LOT to me.. real lot.. it can pay my phone bills and actually i just want the cash to pay my mom back.. that's all.. that card belongs to her.. i just don't want them to pay food for me as a pay back for the bills.. that would be wrong.. but how am i going to tell them... im scared..
this whole broke (in general) thing and working as an insurance agent has saved me from what KTJ has wrongly taught me... hehe
life is more than just get As all over ur papers, beg mommy for allowance, lil bit of party here and there...
it's how to apply those As in life..appreciate the value of every cents u earned with INVESTING it correctly, and have the fun that you deserves ONLY if u manage to achieve the previous two..
work has taught me to be careful just with a 100,000 rupiah... it can change LOTSA thing..
love
yeapp..not enough money to even pay mom back or just to reload the phone.. i can't just take out from my account.. it's just misuing... the amount in my account are not allocated for these expenses...
sheet fcuk!! i didn even sell anything this month.. not even getting a form signed.. i SUX so bad in selling.. maybe i should've just taken accounting.... im not that strong or persistent or anything in marketing.. i just cant
i really need to pay her back. i cant just walk away like that. i am not going to let myself to be thought of misusing that stupid little card!! idiot.. why did i think they'l pay me back? they will not seriously.. i meant at least not with cash..why was i thingking????? my situation right now does not permit me to be buddies with them.. the one that let themselves to pay 50thou rups just for glasses of lemon tea.. they would laugh at me when i go up to them.. 'hey u haven;t paid ur bill to me'.. which the amount for them would be so tiny... but it meant a LOT to me.. real lot.. it can pay my phone bills and actually i just want the cash to pay my mom back.. that's all.. that card belongs to her.. i just don't want them to pay food for me as a pay back for the bills.. that would be wrong.. but how am i going to tell them... im scared..
this whole broke (in general) thing and working as an insurance agent has saved me from what KTJ has wrongly taught me... hehe
life is more than just get As all over ur papers, beg mommy for allowance, lil bit of party here and there...
it's how to apply those As in life..appreciate the value of every cents u earned with INVESTING it correctly, and have the fun that you deserves ONLY if u manage to achieve the previous two..
work has taught me to be careful just with a 100,000 rupiah... it can change LOTSA thing..
love
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auww! i'm proud of u by reading ur post bebh. really am. bait terakhirnya NONJOK. hihi. me miss u beb
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