sternweekme

huahahahaha.. it feels good to be back.. i guess writing has been such an excellent escape for me from this crazy world ...which makes me think why i gave up doing it for the last 1 year ... i really should blame monash and stupid traffic that has caused the lack of time for me to sit nicely infront of this screen pouring my heart and soul to this blog.. or maybe this last 1 year i have been brave enough not to escape from my world.. apparently after 1 year trying to be the tough, super girl trying to face it without complains.. i proudly say that

I AM JUST A COWARD LITTLE GIRL WHO SOMETIMES CANT HELP HERSELF WHEN SHE IS BEING PUSHED AROUND IN THE CROWD I CANT HELP MYSELF COMPLAINING

there.. i said it.. i am not feeling better.. that statement on caps lock and bold n red colour is describing me perfectly.. but I, on the other hand, dun like it.. i want to change it.. but im so lazy..hehehe,,, its hard OKAY?? it IS...

so here i am writing this accompanied by my pastel kentang SUKSES LOH.. pearl jam's last kiss ahh jadi pengen hot chocolate.. gw gila sumpahh

it is really hard to explain the state of myself these days. it seems that i have not been acting myself. i dont think and live to the standard that i used to.. i mean im not as efficient, smart, fast, as before... its just goblokk n blaaah... This has a great effects on me not only that all of the important things has not been running smoothly, but my parents are PISSED at me.. they do not really say it. i think they do..

i need my boyfriend here... (YESS I DO MISS HIM PEOPLE).. i need all my friends here.. i have no money as well.. work has been shitty... STUPID BBM...

anyway...i gtg now... OOOO next time im blogging... hopefully i'l be typing with my MACBOOK!!!!! YEAAAYYYYYYY... i so cant wait..

lotsa love to the world..mmuuaxxx